Strikes my fancy

A lot has happened since my last post a while ago. I have worked on several things, but I have sold them before I have really even gotten pictures. I also had several commissioned pieces. Above is a piece I worked on last week, as I pour myself back into hard work and creativity as an outlet for pain. The rest of this post is about a personal loss. If you do not want to read further, please do not feel you need to. However, if you want to know six words to say to someone who is grieving the loss of a baby through miscarriage or stillbirth, read on. The end of 2012 was the blackest time of my life, so far. I have met the devil at the door to hell, and I turned my back on him. I have gone through the worst experience of my life, and hopefully have not been found wanting. It will be a life-long journey, and we pray we can be faithful. At 36 weeks pregnant, I was going to a normal prenatal appointment and heard the worst sound of my life: silence. Our daughter no longer...

Here we are days from Christmas (and hours until I am on a plane back home for the holidays!) and I'm going to review a dark non-fiction book! This is Jay Dobyns story of infiltrating The Hells Angels on behalf of the ATF.  He talks about the struggle of balancing his job family and his real family.  Of wanting to gather more evidence, bring more people down.  Of the awe of meeting and hanging out with some key Hells Angels leaders.  About the comradery that is found within the organization as well as the crime, violence, drug use and level of despair. This story was interesting.  From how he went about the operation, how things fell into place, how he avoided drugs and performing violent crimes.  How he tried to stay ahead of the "game" and not consumed by it.  I enjoyed the book - but it is filled with a lot of words I skimmed ;-)

Another historical fiction book ;-) This follows 15 year-old Louise Brooks (who became a silent film actress) as she moves from Kansas to New York City for a summer dance class.  Given the era - she needs a chaperone.  Thirty-six Cora volunteers for the job even though she does't know the girl...she has her own reasons for going to NY.  The story follows these two as they explore the city, form a relationship and navigate their lives as they are changing. I enjoyed this story.  Both story lines reveal to be kinda sad for different reasons.  There is some "adult content"  and a lot of things in this story that made me wonder how much "wow" factor the author was really trying for!  But the story works - you especially get involved in Cora's life as she is the narrator of the story.

Chocolate Chip Snack Cake (from Light & Tasty June/July 2007) 1/4 cup butter, softened 1 cup sugar 1 egg 2 egg whites 1 cup (8oz) reduced-fat sour cream 2/3 cup unsweetened applesauce 1 tsp vanilla extract 1 cup all-purpose flour 1 cup whole wheat flour 1 1/2 tsp baking powder 1/2 tsp salt 1/4 tsp baking soda Topping:   1/3 cup sugar 1 tsp ground cinnamon 1/2 cup miniature semisweet chocolate chips (I used more) In a large mixing bowl, beat butter and sugar until crumbly, about 2 minutes.  Add egg, then egg whites, beating well after each addition.  Beat in the sour cream, applesauce and vanilla (mixture will appear curdled). Combine the flours, baking powder, salt & baking soda; stir into butter mixture just until blended. Pour half the batter into a 13x9x2 baking pan coated with nonstick cooking spray.  Combine sugar and cinnamon; sprinkle half over the batter.  Top with half the chocolate chip...

I'm a sucker for historical fiction!  While I've read lots of fiction (and non-fiction) about the 1920's - 1950's, I haven't read a lot focused on time before that. This book follows the two gentlemen as they are growing up.  One in the South and one in New York.  As they begin to create their path's in life.  The similarities and differences - and the same (bull headed?) drive.  And then Roosevelt invites Booker T. to dinner at the White House.  The book - and our historical angle now - makes the reader think this is completely normal.  The two men want what is best for the country, both have strong ideas & ideals and both have no issues with creating waves. The story is interesting and well written.  I feel like I know much more about both of these men and the part they played in our country's history.

Broccoli & Mushroom Salad (from Real Simple November 2012) 1/3 cup olive oil 1/3 cup canola oil 1/3 cup apple cider vinegar 2 tsp sugar 2 tsp soy sauce salt & pepper 1 head broccoli, cut into florets and stems peeled and sliced 1 pound button mushrooms, thinly sliced 1 small red onion, thinly sliced 3 Tbl chopped fresh dill 3 Tbl chopped fresh basil 1 Tbl chopped fresh tarragon 1 clove garlic, chopped In a large bowl, whisk together the olive oil, canola oil, vinegar, sugar, soy sauce and 1/2 tsp each salt & pepper. Add the broccoli, mushrooms, onion, dill, basil, tarragon and garlic - toss to combine.  Refrigerate, covered, tossing occasionally until the vegetables are tender, at least 8 hours. Tips that came with the recipe: don't use only olive oil - it will overwhelm the flavors of the vegs.   Make a day ahead to let the vegetables marinate more. This was delicious!  Loved all the flavors.  And they wer...

This is the story of a Navy Seal.  Yes, the story climaxes with the attack on Bin Laden's compound, but the book is much more.  Owen's tells his story; how he had always wanted to be a Seal and the work it took to get there.  He takes the reader on various high profile missions and on other low profile missions in Iraq.  As the book goes on you sense his frustration with the politics that are keeping him from doing his job. This book was interesting to me.  From the training that it takes to be a Seal to the excitement of being in the helicopter as it approached Bin Laden's compound.  It held my interest the entire time I was reading it and I wanted to read more.  It did have me question some tactics within the Bin Laden compound...but mainly because I wanted there to be more empathy and maybe that's too much to ask soldiers in the midst of a stressful mission....?